Final Countdown!

02 days until the chapter of "Employee of PESI Law & Accoutning" closes
10 days until a four-year chapter "College" of my life is closed
11 days until the chapter entitled "First Year of Marraige" closes
12 days until a new chapter of my life starts..."YouthWorks"

What is with me and all this counting down? I'm not desperately awaitng for my life to being...for it clearly already has! Maybe (due mostly to graduation), I'm just realizing that I'm not a kid anymore, and God has plans for me in the future- whether I feel ready or not!

God doesn't call the prepared, He prepares those He calls. That's how I feel right now. God is preparing me (and Andy!) for an amazing summer...but even more than that, an amazing future. Andy and I recently said to one another "if the first year of marriage is the hardest, we have it pretty easy!" I am so incredibly blessed by my husband- he daily encourages me to grow in my relationship with the Lord, yet at the same time, doesn't give me anything but grace and forgiveness when I mess up. At one time during my college career, I thought I had my future all figured out (laughable, I know), but now I've thrown my hands up and have said, "okay- I get it God. I don't have you figured out, or what You want from me...other than to love You with all my heart."

After the summer, we don't have a plan figured out, but for once in my life, I'm fine with not having every detailed figured out. What's it worth anyway? By the time I have all the details figured out, they've all changed! I have definitely been stretched beyond what I thought I could be this semester, and have finally realized that God is a much better planner than I will ever be. Although I need to be responsible, I need to find the balance between being a control freak and lazy couch potato. Oh extremes...you have to appreciate them.

I think I'll chalk this post up as one of the more random ones in a while. But hey- at least I posted again before two months went by! :)